Neuropathic Life
So, I have decided to start trying to keep a journal like
this on a blog to answer people’s questions on my health and to keep a record
for myself as well. See, I am forgetting more and more each day that I need
something like this just to remember, or have some form of recollection when
needed.
Let me go back to the beginning and give my best recall for
those who do not know what is happening or just need a refresher. Remember,
bits and pieces of this might be a bit off because I do not remember myself. In
2008, I suffered three strokes. Shocking, right? Do not be too amazed because
at the time we did not know why, my health was amazing, there was nothing that
said that I should have had anything like that. Doctors were baffled and heck,
so were I; the only thing anyone could think of was it was stress induced. Boy
were we all wrong! Turned out I had a massive tumor on my thyroid that was
draining my body of the required vitamins that would later effect my body. (I
will explain that statement soon.)
Okay, this is where I get spotty, but I know my job ends, I
pretty much find functioning gets harder and I do not know why. My legs are
swelling for no reason, but when I go to the emergency room, the doctors run
tests on me and they tell me I am perfectly healthy. I can only point at my extremely
swollen legs and ask, “Does that look perfectly healthy?”
After some time, I get on disability and with help of their doctors;
they discover the tumor on my thyroid. This is where we discover the additional
issues. The tumor had been draining my body of vitamins and the drain caused
other issues like neuropathy, beginning stages of dementia, and other issues
that doctors are treating, but little bits at a time. For me, it does not feel
like they are fast enough. The one discovery that we did find that is important
is this; the tumor on my thyroid was so massive it was cutting off the blood
flow to my brain that it caused the strokes.
Okay, so, here is hoping that short update was enough to get
you caught up to now. My hips are in constant pain still and they have sent me
to pain management. Last year they sent me to a group of doctors that thought
of these injections that pretty much felt like they injected balloons in my
body where they did not need. Great news, I am finally with a good pain
management group who seems like they want to help. Currently, they have me on
some extremely STRONG pain medication that has me asleep most of the time and
out of it. Therefore, some people might think I am ignoring them or just do not
know what is happening, but truth is I am medicated.
Today, as I woke up, I found the neuropathy in my hands went
on a rampage. I was ripped out of my sleep to the feeling of ants on my hands.
If you want to understand how it feels, think of putting your hands in an ant
nest and having them crawl all over your hands and midway up your arm, that is
what I feel without the biting. It is annoying and even more so, without
feeling. What I mean is you cannot tell if you are holding a cup, touching the
remote, or so forth, just that tingling sensation. Typing this is only from a knowledgeable
reaction and happiness to know I have spellcheck.
I do not know how often I can do these posts, but I am going
to try to remember to do them. I only ask as you my friends and fans, to remind
me to keep up with them. This way I can keep you guys informed and keep a record
for myself and maybe even for my doctors down the line? Who knows?
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